I'm Feeling Worried

I don't know why but I am just very worried. Worried about what.. I have no clue. There is just this burden in myself and I am very worried about it. I have no idea what I am worried of. I nned confirmation of whatever I am worried of. Confusing but that is how I feel..

Just Another Day...

Well after searching high and low for informations, I managed to do my presentation today which came out quite well except that I need more illastruations. I did a presentation about Beastility which is also known as Zoophilia in Public Speaking class. I got very good feedbacks from my lecturer and audience though someone condemn my speech about religion. Hello???!!I didn't write the history..I just read and say whatever I saw online. I am not even insulting that religion..so sensitive..besides, you are not really qualifed to judge me.

My lecturer said I am quite a good speaker (*no show off la*) and I have a very pleasant voice. Seriously I was damn nervous and the topic is something I have no idea where is it from. I simply choose because I thought that nobody will choose it. I knew my hands were damn cold and I was trying to think properly while giving my speech. It's damn hard to multitask when you are really nervous. Anyway, I am glad that it's over and I did a good job on it. *Clap clap*

Had my first Frisbee training today and it was raining heavily. I did play in the rain for like awhile until the rain kept pouring heavily and I stopped. The rest still continue with the game. I can't risk my health ler.I am alone and I got nobody to take care of me. Anyway, Frisbee was fun and I should not wear my pretty Nike shoes to training.Bad idea..

Then hor, don't know I bad luck or what..I stepped on shit. Kaninia..of so many things, that pile of shit in the middle of the frappucino-ing road. KNNCCB!! Anyway, I went home drenched wet from head to toe. It is a good day today. I am not feeling emo at all but stress. Exams is next week. Great!

Mom called me today and asked why I never call home for so long. Aunt smsed me and told me that Grandma flying off to Vietnam tonight. My baby sis changed to another school. So many things changed at home and I just found out. I kinda miss home but I can't go home. How sad!!

Tasks and More Tasks

I just have too many things in my mind that I need to do. Too much that I doubt my abilities to finish on time. I need more time. If only there is more than 24 hours a day. I would probably get more than enough time to finish all my tasks.

I have a presentation tomorrow and I barely started on it which is bad. I need an A for this subject which is hard especially I am so stress on maintaining and upgrading my CGPA. I push myself too hard but sometimes I felt like giving up. I can't handle stress no more. I didn't give up. I knew I must do this because it's my first priority on list. It's hard but I just need to push myself harder to achieve whatever I want.

Had Accounting today and I am more anxious than ever. It was so confusing that I feel very frustrated (*AGAIN*) . I know I shouldn't be stress and all. It's bad for my health and obviously my face. Why la is it so hard to do Accounting? Why la? Mid term is next week and I better keep on practising on my Balance Sheet because I am shit when it comes to all these.

I am still looking for a housemate to rent the extra room. Many people has been calling but none of them sound serious. I even have this dude calling in like so many times asking me uncomfortable questions. I feel like bashing him up. All nonsense I got from him wasted my phone's battery and time. I am still deciding who should I rent to..hmm..hard task..

So many tasks yet so little time..

Nothing Better To Do

I am feeling ridiculous at the moment. I just realised something. I have been eating Mcdonald food for the past week. I had like almost everything on the menu. I am not joking and I just can't believed that I actually did that. Crazy hor? Mcd everyday and yet I never knew until I made call to McDelivery. By the way, this is my first time making a call for delivery. * Clap clap* Must mark this day on my calendar. My very first time to call for delivery and many more will be coming soon. LOL.. Suprisingly, I don't feel jelak at all. I wonder why..

I am glad that I sign up for Ultimate Frisbee. If not, I will gain fats and more which will kill me faster than suicide. Bad comparison but heck.. I need like a serious workout to combat my calories and fats. Hopefully Frisbee will be fun too because I saw a video this afternoon and it's damn cunted. They even have Frisbee Freestyle. Frisbee on Wednesday evening..anyone care to join me?

Was really bored so I watched youtube videos. I watched some funny and jokes about the election and some other issues in our country. I am not some patriot but I don't anti Malaysia too. I just felt that sometimes our country need some new changes. Maybe for a change the election this year, the opposition party managed to get at least 45% of the chairs?? I know it's kinda impossible but hey..a miracle or some suprise this election would be soooooooo cool. Those who wanted to watch some youtube videos about *ahem* political jokes.

Follow this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbgy7e3YloM&feature=related

I forgot which video is this but heck..just simply click la. The Pak lala la la video is freaking funny. VK Lingam one is the best la. Korek, korek, Korek... LOL..

I am so political these few days. What has gotten into me?

Enjoy! Have a good election and make sure you vote properly..

Frustration Is All I Have

I can't believe I have to do this again. How many times have I repeat this? It's the same thing. I did it in high school and now in college. Eurgh!! I hate doing the same thing again and again. I have a presentation tomorrow about the Constitution of Malaysia. I don't understand why I have to repeat things that I already knew and something that I have done like years ago. WHY????????

I am just frustrated and I have no frappucino-ing mood to study. I have two quizzes tomorrow. It sucks when I don't get enough sleep and I am loaded with assignment and presentations. WHY?????????

Election is coming and to be exact, election is just 2 weeks away. I could see those banners and flyers everywhere when I walk to college. I don't understand. Why do they waste money on papers especially nobody bothers looking at their faces on those flyers or whatever you call it. It's a waste of money and it's not helping when they are wasting away and killing those poor trees. Wouldn't it be good someone come up with a campaign " Saving Planet Earth" before election and state the faults of those who waste papers on election ads? I will surely vote for that person. Sadly I am not old enough to vote. Damn..

I was reading the newspaper the other day and I came across this news about bloggers being cowards and nuisance. This statement was clearly stated by our dear Minister of Sports and Youth, Datuk Azalina. Seriously, why would she want to say that? Not especially when she has no evidence and proofs to prove what she said. Is it possible that whatever bloggers write are all negative things? Is that how they judge people from what they write? I am not a political blogger but I just felt insulted by her statement. How sure is she that whatever the bloggers wrote are lies? I believed there is human rights which stated rights to voice out. I guess that didn't reply apply when you are in Malaysia. Sad huh?

Planting a tree and carrying an adorable baby are the acts did by some politicians to gain votes. Unfortunately these silly acts of theirs won't be helping them much because it's just too fake. How could they think by doing this would actually help them in election? Besides these acts are only shown during elcetion. Why not practice it everyday? If you are a concerned leader, you would do something to help out like everyday right?

I am just frusrated that I can't vote and these fakeys of politics has once prove again that everything around us are lies.

Thank you very much. I am frustrated. Therefore, do not touch me.

Blah Blah Part 3

Hectic and busy week. I was loaded with assignments and presentations. I am still busy but I just need to take a day off from all these busy life of mine. I am so stress that my pimples pop faster than popcorn. I just hate this life. I enjoy studying but stress is something I never like especially when I can't handle it. It sucks big time!

I ate like super a lot today. I mean a lot that I can vomit. Lunch was Chicken Rice with Char Siew followed by water. Then I had a cup of Tom Yam Noodles for snack followed up with lots of water. Dinner time was extreme. I had Mcd. I had the Mcvalue Meal Fried Chickens complete with Fries and Coke followed by 4 pieces of nuggets and a chocolate sundae. This is then downed with lots of water. Now I am dirnking green tea.. I need it. I am seriously so full that I can vomit back last night's dinner. Tummy ain't feeling well. Too much water and the fried oyster I had gave me a very upset tummy. It's not helping when I have a flu. This flu just won't go away. Damn..

Water has been my life support for the past weeks. I purposely boil more water and refill extra water for my flu treatment but it doesn't seem to help. I dislike boiling water especially after I boil, it is always gone. Eurgh..I boil water but no water for me to drink. Damn..

I am always tired but I can't seem to sleep at night. My beloved insomia is BACK in action. Damn..Tired but cannot sleep. What is this wei?????????? I was napping like 10 minutes and suddenly I am awake. Nap yang teramat pendek. How la my life? (*Quote taken from Ren Ren and Vanessa*) .

I can't sleep early tonight. I have assignments which is due on Monday. I want to do my laundry but I can't. Plumbing rosak and the owner is coming tomorrow to fix it. This means waking up early and no sleep time for me. Well..I can't sleep anyway.

I want to do so much things but I can't seem to find time or energy to do so. Sigh!

Haitham's birthday today.. Happy Birthday, man! I am so sorry that I can't attend your party. I am too tired and I haven't finish any of my assignment.

Blah Blah Part 3 ends.

Room For Rent!

I am looking for a housemate. Below are the details :

Apartment in USJ 6 Goodyear Court 6
Master Bedroom with attached bathroom

- RM400 per month (excluding bills)
- Utility deposit RM200 (one payment)
- Wardrobe and study table provided
- wireless internet
- kitchen equipped with gas and fridge
- washing machine provided
- water heater in bathroom

Court 6 is located :
- 5 minutes drive from USJ10/Taipan
- right next to Syed Bistro (mamak)
- Less than 10 min drive from Giant, Mydin & Summit
Bus stops nearby. Frequent routes from RapidKL, Metro Bus and Mini Buses (very convenient)

Facilities available in Court 6:
- car park
- tennis court
- mini basketball court
- 'club house'

Looking for:
- Someone responsible, neat and tidy
- Boy/Girl (preferably English speaking)
Room available from April 2008 onwards

Anyone interested? Please drop me a message in my blog or email me at sulingchee@gmail.com

Simple Things That Make Me Happy

I am easily contented when it comes to simple things. I might be very greedy when it comes to knowledge and money but heck..that's human nature what. Bet a lot of people out there are more greedy than myself.

Back to the simple things that make me happy, it would be babies, flowers and puppies. These things are like joy to myself. A look at these..my emoness will be gone at least for awhile. Sometimes a simple thing in life would change how one's perception towards life.

Babies and kids are like the cutest thing ever. If I happened to see any, looking at them would just make me smile. It's funny but I just adore kids. Gosh..I miss playing with my cousins. I have to wait till April before I can see them again. I used to tutor in KUMON. Gosh..my students are the cutest thing ever especially the twin brothers. They annoyed me a lot but I still love them. I just adore kids. Anyone want a babysitter? I don't mind babysitting kids if they don't cry too much. LOL.

Besides kids, puppies made me happy too. Looking at those small adorable puppies make my day a better one at least for a few hours. It would be great if I could play with one. I can't own a puppy because I stay in an apartment and time is a problem for me to take care of a puppy. That' s soooooooooooo sad..I can only have a soft toy instead of a toy puppy. Stupid Dumb Dumb showed me some pictures of GingerB (*his friend's dog*) and I want to play with it but I can't.










Puppies made me happy and so are flowers. Hehehe..these pretty and simple things could put a smile on my face. The smile won't last long but at least it would be carve there for a moment. I am not exactly those girly girls but I do love flowers. I do think that the nature is something very important to me as well as to everyone. It is like the support system for me and also everyone else. I try not to pollute the environment. I still haven't really recycle much but I do separate my cans from my rubbish. Baby step is all I need to further my steps??!!Sunflowers,lilies and tulips are like my favorite flowers. I never received any of it but those flowers are so unique that I would want to plant it myself. I always wanted to put a vase in my room with pretty flowers but nobody buys me flowers and I don't have a vase. Sad..

Simple things around me do make me happy once in a while. Rain for instance do make me happy. Listening to raindrops when you are travelling in the car is something very priceless. Counting raindrops on the windscreen, guessing the shapes of the clouds..these are the things that made me live till today.

P/S : I enjoy Goggle cute things.

P/P/S : I love soft toy and My birthday is in 6 months time.

I Need A Break!

I have been suffering from stress that I have no insipiration to blog. I seriously need a break from all these. Just one day to destress would be good. I have 2 reports, 1 essay and 1 presentation due tomorrow but I am lazing around while writing things that I should write.

I need a holiday..I mean it. Fly me off to anywhere in this world and I'll be the happiest girl on Earth. If I want to take some breaks, I would want to go for travelling non stop for at least a month. Satisfy me and indulge in new places would be the best way to cut off those stress.

Bali Island is sooooooooooo beautiful. If I were to die in a tsunami, I will die happily because I know I enjoyed myself for at least once before I die. No offence to tsunami victims though. My apologise if you are offended.

Venice is like my dream vacation after Italy. Get me a hot guy and hop into a gondola. Watching sunset with some good wine or champagne. A getaway to destress. The breeze from the wind would be soooooooooooo nice and oh yea..I love being in those romantic moments where we could only see in the movies.

Brazil would be a great place for me to chill. Cool and colorful cultures for me to experience and learn something new. Not to mention, hot guys and samba will be a great combo for a great holiday for myself. Hehehe..Look at those pretty beaches..it's calling me to join them.

Langkawi Island is an island in Malaysia. Sad to say, I never been there. I would love to go there for once to see those nice pretty beaches. I don't mind getting a tan though I would preer getting fairer. LOL.. Nice and sandy beaches..just sit there on the hammock with a great book. Wow..indulge into a dreamland.

Maybe a simple picnic in the a huge meadow surrounded with lots of sunflowers. Just lying there for a nap and enjoy the breeze would be a good way to destress. Maybe enjoying a good book with a hot chocholate would be nice too.

Get me out of KL and I'll be happy. I won't get emo either. I just need a day to destress.

Tag From Mesha..Random One.

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1) Canon Ixus Digital Camera
2) A Sony Ericsson Mobile Phone with good functions
3) Shopping vouchers for clothes
4) Someone to love me and hug me when I need him
5) Books and more books for me to read till I can' t read

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED U IS :
Mesha

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:
1) Cute
2) Sweet
3) Someone who I can talk to
4) Funny
5) Hyper

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU
Spam my chatbox when nobody bother to drop me a message

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU
hey sue?? I don't remember la..bad memory..

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
I will faint and die from heart attack. I like MEN and NOT WOMEN!!

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
Huh? Doubt that will happen la..Mesha so far away.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1) Sasha
2) Chiino Pieces
3) Samantha
4) Fred (*Mesha tagged you but I want to tag you again*)
5) Jon Jon

1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
She's still single..I think

2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
He is also single..I think..I don't know la..

3. IF NO.3AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Gila ah wei..Chiino is married and she's pregnant. How can she have a relationship with a GIRL?Question yang teramat sesat.

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?
Hmm..that would be cool. Both of them soooooooooo ngam and both also soooooooo skinny. I would strongly agree on this.Wakakaka..

5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING?
She's studying in INTi..some course with numbers la..

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?
I think it was before CNY..been sometimes I chatetd with him..

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?
He is still looking for a job.Are you?

8.DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Nope..none..

9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?
Alamak..my bestie la..I tak main lesbian. LOL..

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?
Jon? Aiyo..never meet him before also. I syok older men. Jon too young for me.LOL..

11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
I think she has a brother. Then I have no idea.

12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?
I knew her thru blogging and she asked me to helpher promote her blogs. No.4 also from blogging. Blog hopping I think..

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Currently living with me..Hahaha..

14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?
Blogging lo..why repeat the same question again? Susah la..

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Errr..no comment shall be given..Thank you!

My Very First TGIF Meal

Been bugging Uncle Bravo to bring me makan in TGIF for about 6 months. Finally after 6 long and annoying months, he brought me to Sunway Pyramid for my very first TGIF meal. I know la..I sound J-A-K-U-N but I seriously never been to TGIF mah. I am not that *ahem* J-A-K-U-N compared to Uncle Bravo.

This dear uncle of mine, he worked in Sunway 2 for the past few months and he never use that long bridge up to the parking in Sunway 2. Imagine you are sitting in a car with an adult who goes, " Wohoo..yeah..we are going up! " . That's pretty sad huh? LOL..then right, he didn't know about the parking system in Sunway 2. Sadder case...Uncle Bravo, bear with me. I am trying to promote you in my blog. At least after this, a lot of pretty girls will know who you are and ask for your numbers. Hehehe..

We jalan-jalan in Sunway and yea..he got really excited about Asian Avenue. He even called his friend about this place and make sure they shop for clothes here next time. Speechless I was that time.. I think I probably rolled my eyes for like don't know how many times. Nonsense he gave me and I replied with the nonsense that he felt like vomitting blood.

Anyway, we went to TGIF for dinner. Duh! I ordered the 3 course meal set which comes with an appetiser, entree and a dessert. He ordered some huge burgers with lotsa fries. And yeah..he had to point out that I felt like drinking someting colorful to the waitress and I ended up with a Strawberry Slushie kinda drink. He pulak had bottomless Coke. A stupid joke occured during this session. Don't ask me.. I kena tipu by a big kid. Ish..

I had Martini Shrimp, Mojito Grilled Fish and Friday's Sundae. The portion of the food was quite large but I managed to finish it with some help from Uncle Bravo. Martini Shrimp tasted very nice and tangy. It somehow made me asking for more. The shrimps is just good. Hehehe.. Mojito Grilled Fish is a dish of fish with vegetables and rice. It tasted OK la..not really my type but the fish goes very well with te sauce. The dessert is the best. I finished most of the ice cream. Muahahaha..the sweet and nice caramel coated ice cream with sunflower seeds..gosh..feel like having another one.

The price is consider affordable for a place like TGIF and the services are good. I know it was packed with people though it's a Monday night. Spotted a lot of hot ang mohs in TGIF. Hehehe..

Pictures speak a thousand words.

I Knew I Have Changed

I am someone very sensitive. I don't like people to ignore me when I talk to them. I don't like people to judge me as if they know me very well. I get this sort of shit when I am here in Subang. This dude whom I just knew when I am here claimed he understands me. Please..even my best friend doesn't understand me. Who do you think you are?

I knew I have changed in many ways ever since I moved to KL. I expected myself to change but never ever thought that I actually changed into a pessimistic person. I have been all along the happy-go-lucky girl but I don't know why I changed. Could it be loneliness and stress?

I am not very good with stress. I was never good at handling stress. I just don't. I like to keep everything to myself. I don't enjoy telling people about my problems. I believed I could solve it if I have the determination and all. I supposed my determinations failed me lately. Been in an emo mood ever since I came back from Ipoh.

I never like being in KL. I never thought that I will actually study here. I was thinking about other places but never KL. I rather my parents sending me to East Malaysia than KL. KL is indeed a very interesting place and obviously the entertaiment here are so much better for youngsters like myself. I never enjoy such thing. Clubbing with people I just knew is a big NO NO. I never enjoy clubbing. I like music but not in the club. This is something I would have never enjoy though my friends were saying how lucky I am to be in KL. Trust me. I never like it. I went because I thought it was rude to say NO to invitations. You know what..I am learning to say NO.

KL..this frappucino-ing place screwed me up so badly. It made me a different person. Someone I shouldn't be. I want to be myself. I hate being the new me. Tears has been my best friend ever since I moved here. Sorrow is all I have every night with me. Sometimes I just wish I never exist. I know it sounds wrong. In fact, it is wrong. I was trying to make myself busy by studying but it has become harder for me especially I am struggling with certain subjects.

I probably need some professional help with my problems but I know I can start everything all over again if I never knew some people in my life. I should ditch everything and start everything from scratch but how? HOW?

I am trying and struggling constantly with my life everyday. I wrote this entry not because I want sympathy nor attention unlike some people who want more traffic. I am writing this to let go of my frustration and anger. I just need a place to let go off this burden. Blogging is helping me to go through my days without dropping any of my precious tear.

To all my friends who are reading this, please don't come to me and try to give me help because it will never help me. You will just make it worse. I will solve this myself. And no..this is not a suicide note. I won't go kill myself. I am not that stupid.

I am very aware with myself. I know what is wrong with me. I just need time to solve all these myself. I know I have change into someone I am not. I can't help it. I need to be who I was and I will change it. Time is all I need. Bear with me for awhile.

I am living in a life with lies and I myself is a lie.

Something Random About Myself

AUGUST = THUG
You a strait up "Geek" Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of ANY of these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others

What do you think?

Blah Blah Part 3

I have so much things that I want to blogabout but it seems that my brain ain't functioning well as it should be. My brain was full with some blogs that I wanted to write but it doesn't want to work with me for these few days. My memory is getting worse and I don' t really have the urge to study like how I studied last semester. What has gotten into me?

I enjoy studying a lot because I learnt a lot from studying. I love reading a lot too but it's been ages that I last read a good book. I wanted to study so much but my brain keep on failing me. I wanted to read so much but I fail myself. I wanted to get on hold of that book which has been sitting on my table for the past 6 months but yet no urge to read that book.

Everything seem to be moving very slowly around me. Is my brain playing a trick on me? I need to gain back those energy and semangat to study again. I need those back. Please return to me. I can't go without studying and reading.

Was chatting with Donkeyneswari. Gosh..I miss her..I miss my stupid friends (*her famous line*) . Donk, wait till I save some money. I go visit you in Russia. We go check out St. Petersburg and maybe we could find a body or two of the Tsar. Hehehe.. maybe not..bad idea. would have freak out if I find any err..bones in Russia and I'll be on front cover of newspaper around the world. Something I do not want is publicity. Too much will be just too painful. What the heck am I talking about????????

Then, blow water with Wai Kin also. Wai Kin, when you are back in Ipoh, we blow more water ya.See you soon I hope..Tata!

I was craving for McD and Dumb Dumb bought for me. Thanks Dumb Dumb! I owe you a meal. I bette start doing my accounting stuffs or I would fail my Mid Term.

I seriously miss all my stupid friends.

End of Blah Blah Part 3.

How Do You Measure Maturity?

People often tell me that I am more mature than my age (* I' m turning 21 soon *) . How true is this statement? I am more mature than what I should be. How do you even label yourself as mature? Because one thinks differently from the other, does that mean that person is mature?

Do I label myself as mature? Let's just say I know younger people than myself who think more wisely and better than myself. These friends of mine know how to set their priorities in life. Sometimes I wish I could be like them. Myself? I think a lot but mostly are nonsense I should stay away from. Is that what people see as maturity?

Maturity is something too subjective. Anyone could be mature be it a toddler, teen or even an adult. Some people say once you reach a certain age, you will think more mature than what you are now. There goes the saying : The older, the wiser. How true is this? Is it true that one grows older and become more wiser. I think the older people tends to think wisely becasue most of them has experienced many in life and they have probably seen the world more than us youngsters. Could that be the reason one state that phrase?

I knew some kids or rather children who can think for themselves. Is that what you called maturity? I think it's more like being independent at young age. How do you even measure maturity? Could you use a ruler or weighing scale to measure your maturity? How true is that phrase? Who to believe? Yourself or people who labelled you as mature?

Do I even consider myself mature?

Valentine's Day

Every year without fail for the past 20 years, I never celebrate Valentine's Day. It's pretty much obvious because I am single and will be single for the coming years. pretty sad and pathetic but that is just me. This is the day I kinda hate the most besides my birthday. I seriously dislike Valentine's Day. All your lovey dovey friends who got a date will be like..

" Aww..he got me these roses and teddy bear."

" He bought me to this really romantic place for dinner."

" We picnic under the stars. It was so romantic. "

These statement seriously are something I do not wish to know especially they know I am SINGLE yet they still want to show off to my stupid SINGLE face. If you are aware that your friend is SINGLE, why the heck you want to brush your happily attached face to her? I am cool with happy couples. In fact , I am very happy for them. I just don't enjoy people teasing you with "When are you getting a boyfriend?" statement. Hello??!! Men don't fall down from the skies. If they do, I would have been changing boyfriends every week. Like that will happen..

Whatever SINGLE moments I have with me, I am very happy with it though once in a while, I do wish to have someone to pamper me and obviously be there for me when I need him. That's pretty impossible at the moment. I bet everyone who celebrated Valentine's Day without knowing how it came about. Right?

Back in those old old days in Rome, this emperor forbids marriages because he believed that his soldiers will be emotionally involved and that would weaken the soldiers to be send to wars. Valentine who is a bishop felt pity for those lovers so he held secret marriages for these lovers. Not knowing his activity was known, he was taken to the jail by the emperor and waiting to be kill. Valentine made friend with the jailer in the jail who has a blind daughter. The jailer asked him to heal his daughter which he did. In the end before he was killed, he wrote a message to the jailer's daughter which said " From your Valentine" and he was killed. From that day on, his message was pretty much used by a lot of lovers around the world. Interesting eh?

I still believed that my ONE is out there. It's about the matter of time before I meet him. If the ONE does not exist, I guess I'll just have to accept the truth being SINGLE. I celebrated Single Awareness Day at a friend's place. It was OK and I ate a lot which means additional fats to my weights. Thank you very much for telling me that I am fat, my dear friends!

Today Is Just My Unlucky Day

I need to let go of my frustration. So frustrated that I have the urge to kill someone. I am in college now blogging about my anger before I attend Spring Dance. I was feeling floral and happy before someone just stepped on my frappucino-ing tail. Eurgh! I feel like smacking someone with a terompah now.

My day started with me going to college ready for my presentation. well, it became such a threat that I ended up doing no presentation thanks to some obstacles that I went thru. Sleeping time shorten because of this very assignment. Then, the day just flowed very badly with a flow that won't stop. My Accounting lecturer told me that I lost a few marks because I was absent from two classes. Come on..what is the justice for me being a Chinese? I just want to celebrate CNY with my family who lives like 3 hours away from me and I only see them like once in a blue moon. Who am I to choose to become what am I today? I am a Chinese..Sue Me!

My day just won't get any better with someone playing a prank on me. This particular person thinks it's so frappucino-ing funny to play a trick on me. If it's so funny, why don't you go and become a clown?Get your face splattered with cream pie and let all kids stepped on your stupid shoes and making fun of you and oushing you around because they frappucino-ing think it's funny. Funny ain't it?

I am feeling a tad better now. I let part of my anger out by blogging.Try not to step on my anger later because it might just blow up any second. Thou shall stay away from me...

More updates on Valentine's Day and Spring Dance later when I get back home and rot myself to death.

Coconut Flower Restaurant

Baa Baa brought me to Telok Gong for some seafood. This restaurant is located in some isolated place in Telok Gong. This place is so isolated but yet the crowd in the restaurant is super huge.

Baa Baa ordered for 4 dishes when it's just two of us. Well, we did finished the food. It's really nice. We had TomYam Prawns, Steamed Fish, Hokkien Mee and a vegetable dish which is called whatever it is called. Haha..no idea la..I only know how to eat. Ask me about names of food..forget it unless it's fast food.

The food is very good especially the TomYam Prawns. It's cooked into the coconut shelf. I think it's like their signature dish because the name of the restaurant is Coconut Flower. Weird name..kelapa bunga..doesn't make sense but heck..the food is good. The steamed fish is very fresh and the sauce goes very well with the fish. Vegetable and Hokkien Mee are like any other dishes in any shop la. Nothing great but edible..

Took some bad pictures but I syok sendiri la..The food was eaten half way and I stopped Baa Baa from eating so I can take pictures. HAHAHA..

Good Food That I Had In Ipoh

I am back in Subang. I am missing home already. I hate being alone in KL. It sucks especially when you have no relatives here. Damn..

Had a family dinner in Tuck Kee before I go back to this depressing yet sad place which I am forced to call home for the next three years. I should be writing something positive. It's after all still CNY week.

Dinner is Tuck Kee was fantastic. The food was great and the company is even better because I was with my family. Though Dad is not here for CNY this year, my aunt and my cousins came back which is good because I missed them already.

We had 8 courses for dinner which made me like super full and the dishes were full with pork. Not only pork but fatty pork which has huge amount of fats on the flesh. I had to eat because Mom said it's not auspicious if I don't eat the pork. I ate the fatty pork reluctantly. Sorry la but I am no fan of pork unlike Grandpa Yip. Damn semangat about pork..bet Miss Mynx would agree with me. Hehehe..

At first we had Yee Sang. We "lou sang" like super high and messy. It represents good stuffs throughout the year. Followed by a pig knuckle (*I ate it*) and a roasted piglet (*eurgh!*) which vanished within immediately. My family eat faster than robbing a bank. LOL.. Then, we had prawns, " loh hon chai" , Longevity Noodles, Kwai Fa Fish and last but not least a dessert which is Sea Coconut with Longan. The food there is damn good that you will eat the lick the dishes till it shines. I know..metaphor but heck..it's damn good.

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn..I got two frappucino-ing presentations tomorrow and I haven't finish it. I need sleep so badly. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH...........

Stress!!Stress!!Stress!!

Mocha ain't helping though I had a Venti one from Bucky just now. Damn..one more report to go.

Stress!!Stress!!Stress!!

Will blog more after this misery!!

Stress!!!Stress!!!Stress!!

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How To Spend Your Ang Pow Money?

I bet a lot of you have received tons of ang pows from your relatives and friends. Right?? I don't get much this year. Don't really much relatives left in Ipoh..most of them are in Kuching. Since most of you are loaded with cash,bet you guys and girls feel like spending it after repeating " Kong Hei Fatt Choy " to all the aunties and uncles over and over again.

I have a good place for you to spend your money wisely. Valentine's Day is just around the corner. All of you must be thinking how to dress up and what to get for your partner especially the guys. Guys..I found this superb online boutique which has pretty dresses and clothes for your loved ones at a very resonable price. In fact cheaper than most boutiques I saw online or even in the mall.

Presenting you Chiinoo Pieces which is a newly opened online boutique this year. It has a huge range of clothes form Hong Kong, Korea and Japan. Obviously the clothes are for the ladies out there. There are so many designs and choices for you to choose that you would want to buy the whole boutique. Hehehe.. It also has a bargain corner which sells clothes range from RM30 up to rm50 (* OMG! Damn cheap right?*) . However this bargain corner will only be sold in a retail shop. The location will be disclosed after some confirmation.






Back to the clothes, it has a so many clothes that you will have no problem finding the perfect dress for an event or a function. There are tops, blouses, dresses ad skirts. The price range from RM 50 and above depending on the designs. If you buy in a bulk (*for those who want to start a business*) , you will be given discount (*how cool is that?*) . No worries about the quality of the clothes because this boutique is registered officiallya s Chiinoo Pieces which has a serial number (001738003-V) . The quality and delivery are assured.





The owner even has her own blog and a website which has pictures of the clothes that you could choose and order according to the instructions. No worries about the payment..it's safe and easy.

For more info, you could always check out..



http://www.chiino.mypiece.com/

http://chiinopieces.blogspot.com/

What A Chinese New Year!!

This CNY will be the most memorable one ever. So many shocking and suprising things happened within days. So shocking that I must buy 4D so I could gain money for a new digital camera. Lame but I am just soooooooooooooooooooo bored...

First day of CNY..my sister was driving out and *Bang* her car was hit by one auntie who didn't see properly before she drove out. My sister got off the car and started to question that auntie. That auntie freaked out because she is the wrong one. After some drama, took the auntie's details and everything. Then we went to the temple. I bet Helena has a great experience here in Ipoh.

Fourth day of CNY..another shocking thing happened. My mom lost her wallet and she said she didn't bring her wallet out (*yea right*) . She kept defending herself that she is very alert and she will know if she brought her wallet out (*yea right*) . We were searching frantically around the house. We went back to the makan shop she went earlier in the morning. Guess what?? She found her wallet near the drain. I am soooooooooooo right..feel like saying "Told you so! " but I didn't. She's my mom..better don't..mom screams and mine scream too. LOL..

I think I need to buy 4D because it's like soooooooooooooooo shocking this year to have so many shocking accidents on CNY. Give me a number.. I need to get some wealth pouring in for this Ratty year.

Makan-Makan In Celine's Place

Been eating non stop during CNY..had another makan session in Celine's house last night. Celine cooked for us which we weren't able to finish. There is like food for 20 people and we managed to eat like most of it. Hairy Avinesh made some truffles and chocolate cakes for us. Yeah..damn..we ate till we can't move.

Oh yeah..Celine made wantans and it's damn good. Donkey Dai actually ate pork for the FIRST time after so many years. Dai, it was good..right?? Hehehe..Marianne made some punch with Gin. Sorry Marianne but it seriously smell like kerosene. LOL..I like beer better.No..I love Coke the best but there isn't any. Few of us gathered for makan-makan session: Dai, Avi, Nyet, Gauri, Marianne, Helena (*the German girl I hosted for CNY*), CC, Celine and myself. All of us gathered and chatted especially I didn't see them for sooooooooooooooooooo long.

CNY is all about happiness and laughters right?? Guess what we did..we were talking about spooky stories on CNY. What the heck..Gauri was trying so hard to seek for the unseen. Celine told us about her experiences when she was studying and training around the world. It's damn spooky wei..I am no fan of horror stories. Please spare me of any of these moments.

Catching up was great especially my friends. Nyet, make sure you come and visit me when you are in Subang. LOL..been in Subang for so long but never see Nyet before. Dai, you are leaving already??? Gosh..I am so gonna miss you. Remember to bring me back some vodka ya..Hehehehe..The rest..I'll see you during semester breaks.

Here are some of oh-so-pretty pics and damn..this blog entry is so damn bored..I feel bored.