Blessed

Yesterday after dinner with 20 cents and his family and also supper at Burger Shop , I had this awesome feeling in myself. I felt so blessed! I been together with 20 cents for almost EIGHT months now. The ups and downs we went thru was all bliss because we have this mutual understanding between us. Every time we have issues, we will make sure we will talk and find solutions to our problems.



Many might have think that I am such a sticky girlfriend because I always talk about 20 cents in my blog. The fact is I am the opposite though I wouldn't mind to become clingy but both of us have our stuffs to go thru too. Studies first ok? I know how some people see me as being dependent to 20 cents because of whatever I mentioned in my blog. I am such a dependent girlfriend. Yea, a dependent girlfriend would have to walk under the scorching sun to college. Yea, a dependent girlfriend will go thru her classes everyday and only meet the boyfriend on weekends.



I am very happy, extremely happy in fact that I have 20 cents in my life. I know that statement is the most lame one of all but I don't care. I am contented and blessed to have 20 cents because without him, I am probably a lost sheep running around to be bait for the wolf to be eaten alive. Ever since I knew 20 cents, I might isolate myself from a lot of people. I have my reasons of doing that. I found what I think is right to do and what's not. I was awaken to a world of reality where not everything is nice as what I thought it is. Perhaps I was naive..



My time with 20 cents was precious. I met new friends. I found Him. I learnt more things that I probably did not learn for the past 22 years of my life. In this modern world, many girls would have say I am such a clingy girlfriend because I mentioned him almost every time I blog. At least I have someone to talk and depend on when I am in one of my stupid emotional rollercoaster. One day, one will find the other one and yea, maybe get marry. It sounds like fairy tale but I want that to happen in my life because having a partner to share your life with is such awesome bliss. I get shits for not spending my time with my friends and family. First of all, my family is in Ipoh and the only family I have his 20 cents' family. Friends? I don't know..this semester has made it hard for me to hang out with people or maybe because I finally know who are my friends and who aren't. The problem about me and my friends or if they are still my friends..I only click with my friends that are far away from me or the ones where I have mutual understanding with.

My mentality of being contented with my average life is the best thing that I have ever experienced in my life. I feel so blessed when Esther from church blessed my Mom with some Chinese Christian books though it's for my Mom. I feel so blessed that I met 20 cents and his family because they treated me so well. I feel so blessed to meet 20 cents' friends that are important to him in his life. I feel so blessed to meet 20 cents' friends from university. I feel blessed when everyone in church treats me for who I am. I feel blessed that I have some friends that I know not long but will always be there for me when I need them. MissMynx, that would be you!



The most blessed moment I have would be meeting Him and made Him part of my life now. I was someone who was reluctant to learn about Him because I was being a pain in the ass. Coming from a background where religion is not important because that's how I was brought up but I was always so proud of myself for not being attached to something religious. But guess what.. I am proud to say today that I have an awesome relationship with Him. He tells me things when I read the Bible and I tell Him things when I pray.



I am blessed..that's for sure!

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