Today Is Just Not My Day

I hate it when I am right.

I had a prediction that I will have a bad week. And guess what? It happened. A gruesome week to be precise.

I did badly for my Accounting quiz and I screwed up some formulas which I remember and used for countless times. How bizarre it could be? The amount of expectations set for myself is just unbelievable. I told myself that I will not fail Accounting 2 and I must pass it. So much for telling positive things to myself. I got some assignments and final exams to buck it up. I guess I am not too late to work extra harder WITHOUT any stress and distractions.

And the other thing which I probably had repeated for the 74829 times would be the workshop that I had to deal with. It's TWO more days away and I have nothing to confirm to from the Marketing Department. Sad to say but I have lost all the respect and trust for this particular person-in-charge who gave me empty promises. Best of all, he always said he would call me back but he did not. Everytime I went to search for him in his office, he is always in meetings. Like what turf? How many meetings do you need to attend everyday? I always thought adults would be mature but this playing hide-and-seek with an adult who kept avoiding me is totally IMMATURE.

I disappoint my group members and my lecturers but I have no choice. Perhaps the wisest choice would be to cancel the workshop. And yes, waste a lot of my phone bills to make calls and explain to many. How fun is that?

It doesn't help that this stupid problem seems to be implanted to my head and refused to come out. I hate it when I want everything to be done but nothing seems to be. I felt no peace at all to do this work. I am quite relieved that it's canceled in a way because the supposedly in-charge person refused to help me out. In fact, he forgot about it. How awesome!

I guess I have to move on and tanam this stupid memory because it's so painful. Now I have more time to concentrate on my other subjects and even study this subject theoretically.

Hallelujah!