My Top 5 Treat List

I haven't been pampering myself much because I am student living in a tight budget with no part time job and I can't find a part time job because of my tight schedule in college. Ok..that was long to say it in a breath. I was uber happy to see that Dell and Nuffnang collaborating on a new campaign about treats to pamper myself. Yes! It's all about treating myself.



And and today is Halloween!

No no..I wasn't talking about Trick or Treat Halloween candies, spooky pumpkin faces and lots of pointy evil witch hats. Not those. I am talking about Dell WILL give you a smacking new laptop called..

DELL INSPIRON 13

if you post about your Top 5 Treat List and get selected to win one of the three colorful yet awesome Dell laptop.

As for myself, I have a list of my Top 5 Treat List on this awesome day - Halloween to be precise. Get it? Treats on Halloween?? Ok..that was lame.

1) DELL Inspiron 13

I wanted this because of its striking colors. It's like unwrapping a brand new colorful sweet but instead you get a laptop. How cool is that? I think red is uber striking because I simply like it. Then then, the smooth round edges and crispy lines are designed to inspire ME who simply adores striking colors. I can just show it off to my friends. I am a show off !


Dell rocks!

I enjoy blogging so much that Dell Inspiron 13 would ensure that I always stay connected with its wireless and Dell Webcam Central with my family and friends wherever I am. Now I don't have to lug my desktop bulky laptop if I were to travel to anywhere in the world. Just slip in this Dell Inspiron 13 to my handbag and voila! Stay connected always!

With its wide vivid display at 13.3 inches, I don't have to squint your eyes or even lean close to use this brilliant technology. Best of all, I can add the optional ATI Radeon™ HD 4330 graphics card and hook up to a LCD TV using the one-cord HDMI connection to enjoy the true high-definition cinematic experience. It's like I am in the cinema with great sound systems but you can do it at your own comfort. Now now..that's worth saving some entertainment money.

Despite its small size, Dell Inspiron 13 delivers 50% more performance which enables me to multitask with its Intel® Centrino® 2 Processor technology at a whole different level. I felt awesome even blogging about this :)

2) Karaoke machine

I simply love singing because it makes me happy. I can sing because I think I can. I don't sound like a banshee wailing for help. I don't like sound like someone use their nails to scratch on the blackboard. I sound pretty alright. Hahaha..



Since I am a student, going out for karaoke with my friends cost me a BOMB. Literally. It burns a huge hole in my pockets. Pampering myself with a brand new karaoke machine would make me happier to produce more videos on Youtube using Dell Webcam Central and perhaps..make other people happier to listen to me too. Two birds with a stone eh??



3) DSLR Camera

Photography is an ideal way to express my emotions hence the love and fondness towards it. I met 20 cents because of photography too. Ok..it was an event and he wanted to take pictures. Photography also kan? Photography is the "thing" that brought me to 20 cents hence the happy relationship.




I own a compact digital camera. It's old and it's getting a little mad. The SD doesn't want to go to where it belongs and the battery runs out real fast. If I were to treat myself with a DSLR Camera, I can happily take LOTS of pictures I wanted. And I can upload it to my Dell Inspiron 13 for a better view since it has a wide vivid display. And best of all, I can edit my pictures wherever I am because of its power saving feature that enables me to bring it everywhere I go.

Pictures taken by me. I am versatile :P


Parrot picture taken in Melbourne


Great Ocean Road


Macro shot of a flower with dews


Hello Mr Caterpillar!

I totally think I should treat myself with this..and I can also blog everywhere I am. With this way, I can earn more money get more ads from Nuffnang.

4) Kitchen Appliances

I own a cooking blog. I love cooking because I love eating. That explains my growth horizontally. But then, I am lack of kitchen appliances. I got only a pan, a pot and another pan. I can only cook minimal variety of food. I can't even bake. And I treat myself with cooking because I am happy with my own cooking. I can cook ok? Don't doubt my abilities..hahaha..



With the enhanced wireless that supports up to 802.11n connections on my Dell Inspiron 13, I can upload and blog my cooking experience ASAP and let the whole world view what I have cooked. Sounds awesome right?

My cooking is revealed here..


Spaghetti with Traditional Tomato Sauce


ABC Soup with Macaroni


Instantly healthy dinner :)

5) A holiday getaway to Bangkok with 20 cents

I bet everyone wants a holiday getaway with their loved ones. ME too! I never been to Bangkok and EVERYONE I knew been there. They were rubbing it to my face how awesome their shopping experiences are. Damn..


Hello Bangkok!

I want to treat myself to a holiday getaway with 20 cents too!! I want to go Bangkok and shop till I drop literally. With my Dell Inspiron 13, I can rub it to my friends' faces upload my pictures of my getaway with 20 cents in Bangkok and show off share it with everyone back home.


Chatuchak Market for shopping lovers!

Give me my treats already!

I totally think the Dell Inspiron 13 should belong to me because I needed one so I can bring it along to me for traveling and to college without getting a sore shoulder.

And I totally deserve it because I am awesome!

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Some images are taken from Google

Human Nature At Its Worst

I don't like people to kepoh about my life. I hate it especially when people from college reads my blog and start assuming I am something and something. Please..my bitchiness is none of you freaking business. Please mind your own business. That is why I HATE it when people from college reads my blog. I am alright with my close friends from college read it but people I "randomly" know think they can judge me from my blog. If it's not because of earning money, I would have privatize my blog.

That is just freaking shallow. As if blog can tell you everything about one person's personality. If so, you could be a shrink or something. And I don't like people to lansi me either. I got what I dislike today. Seriously, if I do not control my anger, I would have just slap that person on the face. Boasting about your achievements does not make you any smarter. Yea, I talk shit about you because of what you did. So I am wrong? Wow.. I am always the wrong one. How awesome?! Everyone is right but me. I am always wrong!

I am bitter about every single thing that happened to me lately. NOBODY understands what I am going through. Why the heck do you think I complain and whine? Because I want people to know that SOME people think too highly of themselves. Please..your superiority would not make you any better as a human being. I think I cannot work people who thinks too highly of themselves. Simply because I need to win. That's like putting two lions into a ring and let them fight..

Some people think they are better than me or even more superior than I do because of their age and origins. That is like the most shallow thing I ever experience. Age and origins do not make you any smarter either. I am full of anger lately. So much happened to me. I was confronted because I was spreading "rumors" and "backstabbing" someone. If you did nothing wrong, you would not be afraid of being talk about. Seriously, I am in the mood to punch someone in the face. I am so angry nowadays and frustrated with everything. Your "advices" of asking me to chill and all...please..it's not helpful at all. Please..I don't need anyone to tell me what to do.

Because of all these shits, my family members decided to interfere into my college life. Great..just great. I don't like my family members to interfere what I am doing with my studies. All these are my own problems. I deal with it. Because of ignorant people, I have to face the music from my own family. The worst of all, none of my family members know what's happening. Because of this stupid things happening, my life is miserable. Nobody even know what I am going through.

I complain everyday thinking that I might be able to let go of such anger. Anger degrades me to the levels of these lowly people. I am way too high class for such people. I shall not even bother talking to them after this semester. In fact, I do not want to talk or has anything to do with them. I rather do an individual assignment than to be in a group to lead people. I do not want to deal with nonsenses anymore. Seriously..

I had enough..

I Am Blank!

My Mid Term is over. It doesn't really matter to me whether it's over or not. I was rather distracted with unnecessary stress which somehow jeopardize my performance during exams. I am not going to complain about how shit I did for my exam. I knew what's my abilities when it comes to studies. I can only score when I study consistently or I am like damn focus on the particular subject. I need to be concentrating in my studies if I want to score. It's a very obvious fact about me.

But then, my distraction level decided to go all amok because of one particular event I need to lead. I am seriously not happy at all being a leader in this project or workshop. Whatever you called it..I called it 40% of my grades. I am not complaining that I was elected to be a leader or even organizing this workshop at the first place. I love this subject because it's interesting and the lecturer is awesome. I practically adore anything that has to do with writing and thinking.

I don't know what went wrong. Nothing seems to fall into place. I managed to settle some stuffs with some unfriendly people that I need to work with. Not a biggie though it's damn hard to put a smile on my face to actually talk to these people. It's not fun when people are trying to be a pain in the ass and make my life more miserable. I finally settle something. I felt the achievement in my stress. I thought I could at least..chill awhile until the day of the workshop.

How wrong was I! So wrong that I could hardly contain my sadness and emotional swings. I was so easily ticked off when people start asking me questions and doubting my abilities to settle an issue. I felt like slapping everyone's face for being so inconsiderate. Have they ever thought I am going through just to make this workshop a success?? Seriously, they should put their smelly feet into my shoes..all they ever do is being defensive and complain. I had to keep my professionalism by being nice to everyone. I tried not to trigger anger or annoyance in class. I tried so hard. It didn't seem to be going so well now..I am so afraid that I would just scream at every single person for giving me shit.

I might be a little bossy and dominant over certain stuffs. That's because I am actually doing some work while people kept on giving me excuses about how BUSY their lives are. At least, I am doing something here. If I do not do anything at all, there goes everyone's 40% of marks. Without these 40%, it means RM1200. That means we will freaking fail and retake this subject. Only some people appreciate what I did and support my back. The rest..I have no idea. Nobody seems to speak out in class. Is it so hard to say something smart in class?? Seriously..how the heck would I know what everyone want if they don't say something???!! But then, they have to speak cleverly. I cannot tahan people who open their mouths for the sake of doing so. I am too annoyed to listen to nonsenses and bullshits that kept on repeating like some radio that went wrong. Bad bad idea..

I am at the state of annoyed and angry. I know I should control my anger because I am already controlling it for the past don't know how many weeks. I practically will blow up if anyone tick my nerves tomorrow. I was supposed to be happy and jolly. It doesn't seem like I am now.

Going to bed angry is the worst thing I ever experience. How la my life??!!

Great..I will binge eat because I am so stress. Stress makes me hungry and fat. Argh!

I Am Random. Bear with It.

Mid Term is finally over!

I don't know why but I don't have much mood to study this time. Sigh..hopefully my results won't suck. I been so tired lately. I should really start a new healthy regime. First stop, sleep early every night. I shall omit every nap possible because it made me stay awake and feel freaking energetic every night. And worst of all, I ended up watching my TVB drama. I just finished 25 episodes of D.I.E B in less than a week. Gosh..I love forensic science shows. It made me feel smarter. What turf!



Nothing much happened to me lately. Nothing bizarre to talk about except that I have a freaking workshop to organize in a week. All has been done after much obstacles. Thanks to Him and my awesome lecturer. It's always nice to know that everything is doing alright at the moment. Hopefully no errors or I will be damn stress again. I no longer like stress because it's so hard to hide the anger and annoyance while putting on a happy face. I tried so hard to be positive everyday. It's good that I am learning to be positive every morning though my day might not turn out to be well..not-so-good.

Oh yeah! I watched Cuaca Mendung Dengan Kemungkinan Hujan Bebola Daging (Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs) with 20 cents last week. It was an alright show. Maybe because I was expecting more in this animation. The plot was alright. Nothing to shout about though many gave awesome compliments about it. I am hard to satisfied and pleased. 20 cents said I am way too picky because I just had to have the best of everything. No harm asking for the best kan??



I have been spending some quality time with 20 cents since we won't be seeing much of each other once he starts working. I don't get to see him everyday because he has been working part times. I am happy that he is busy actually. So that I will occupied myself with something. But then, I been missing him so much. I have been craving for those warm hugs I always get. Well, one can't have the best of both worlds. At least I get to see him every weekend :)



I attended Vision Hour in church just now. It opened my eyes to so much more things. Gonna write a helluva long one about my experience. I know this sounds kinda weird but I always feel very very happy whenever I go to church especially on Sundays. I love being with the children on Sunday mornings though I have to wake up super early.



I will be cooking this whole week because I am broke. Hahaha..I miss cooking actually though it takes some of my time. But then..I don't mind sacrificing some time for food. :)



I was meddling with my old trusty Sony Ericsson K700i after so long not touching it. I found some really cool functions that I can use. I can freaking use my phone to control my laptop. How cool is that? It's a remote control for my laptop. And I finally managed to Bluetooth all my MMS and pictures into my laptop. I had some old pictures of me and 20 cents. :) Gosh..how I miss courtship!

BTW, all the pictures are taken using my mobile phoneS.

It's A Happy Day!

Reading my previous blog posts is just so depressing. Like really depressing because I am all stressed out and it's making me bloated. I get a little heavier because I was all tensed up about everything. Now that a few of my burdens are finally let go..I am feeling awesome.

I had a really awesome day today.

Though I didn't do so well for my Feature Writing paper, I had a good day. I was having my test at 9am with lots of things in my head.Like a lot. Imagine cramming your head with Feature Writing knowledge which I simply adore added together with some stuffs about the workshop is definitely no fun at all. I got a message from Jasmine during my exam that my lecturer wants to see me. I was so worried that I will be shot to death literally.

I finished my exam with a twisted head of mine and went up to see my lecturer. My lecturer is so awesome that she helped me out with all my stuffs. She practically lifted all my burdens away. BTW, she is heavily pregnant but yet she is so awesome in handling all these workshop stuffs with the not-so-friendly Marketing people. After talking to her, I felt so much better because I knew that I am already done with the workshop thing. All I need to do is just do my part and study well for the coming exams. I do have a little regret that I think too much during exam that I screwed up. Look on the bright side..I have assignments and finals to ace this paper.

And I have awesome friends that help me through this workshop. I have freaking awesome group members that bear with me for some time so that we can get through this workshop. It's always nice to have supports when I am tensed up :)

God is awesome because He answered my prayers today. He lifted off the burden I no longer need to think about. Thank you Lord for the awesome miracle You gave me.

Beside that, I went lunch with my friends after so long not seeing them. All of us are separated because we have different classes now. We had an awesome session of talking and chatting and blowing water and bullshitting. I miss hanging out with them. It's always laughter and tears of joy with all the jokes and funny sarcasms we can come up with. It's not everyday that we meet but the time we all spend together are just priceless.

And Uncle Bravo sent me back home today. Free ride with aircon and I don't need to walk under the sun. Hahaha..I am lazy so sue me. The sun was blazing hot today. No sign of rain at all. To think that The Nine Emperors God Festival will shower us will lots of rain..maybe in other places I guess. Subang is so dry. I had an awesome chat with Uncle Bravo. It's been so long we talked and I rarely see him in college because he is taking different subjects.

Best of all, 20 cents and I are in our 11th month of relationship and it's going to be ONE year soon. I am so happy because we gone through so much to be together. And now that I have 2o cents, he had to annoy me and made me bear with his farting habit. Hahahahaha..whatever it is, I love him so much and I am looking forward to spend more time with him. Awww..I miss him already!

I attended TWO events in MOS in TWO weeks. I love MOS that it's not smoky. Kudos to non-smoking clubs. And I am a epic failed alcoholic because I kantoi-ed after one Corona which was finished by 20 cents. Hahaha..

One and only picture I have in MOS for an event..


Yen, 20cents, me and Ren in MOS :)

I miss the KSCB people. Let's hang out for real. I miss you all so much! It's been so long I had pictures with Ren and the rest. I miss you guys so so so so much!

In The Mood To Write

I have exams tomorrow and I have so much to do tomorrow but here I am ..blogging.

I am going to burn midnight oil tonight because I think I needed it so badly. I still have no inspiration to study at all. HLML??!!

I have been spending a lot of time with 20 cents lately. I am not complaining because I simply enjoy having him with me. I have an awesome boyfriend who thinks he rocks. Hahaha..20 cents is so cute kan? Aaaahhh..I miss him already though I just had dinner with him not long ago.

I was in the mood to write but not anymore because my head is spinning like mad and I am sleepy. I am supposed to study more. But I don't know why I stopped. Sigh..

Allergy attack again and I don't remember what I ate. Great.

I am lazy already. Gonna hit the shower and do my stuffs before I go to dreamland.

Just to share something I am addicted to lately...


Smile by Uncle Kracker

You Know You Are Overweight When...

It's not funny when I can't see my toes while standing. I have a huge belly. It's so big that I convinced myself that I look like an alcoholic uncle with a cigarette stuck out from his mouth, speaking rudely with lots of uncensored words.

It's not funny when the weighing scale pointed its arrow at a digit I dislike. I suspected the weighing scale must have lie to me that I wanted to smash it with a hammer.

It's not funny when I kept on panting if I have to walk up the stairs or even walk a little longer. I blame the weather and everything else but myself.

It's not funny when I have to buy XL clothes and everything seems to small for me. I blame for the cutting and design of the clothes because I simply can't see myself in anything but only M size.

It's not funny when my boyfriend tells me that he is losing weights and I am not. I made so much excuses to make myself look thin. I won't tell my weights and admit for having a second helping at dinners.

I was weighing myself at some machine. I saw the number on the screen and I was like OMG! What did I eat? And where did all the food went? *Looks at huge belly* and I have a bye-bye arm. My flabby arms swing from left to right when I waved. My stomach bounced everytime I walked. And my thighs are showing lines that tell where China is.

I am FAT!

I know this sounds exaggerating to many but I am not lying. Why would I be boasting and being so proud about gaining weights? People give me shit saying that FAT is prosperous and all. Please..it's NO near prosperous because FAT is clumsy and heavy. It's not fun when my clothes are no longer fitting me. It's damn sad waking up to say hello to your protruding stomach instead of the usual sunshine.

I need determination to lose weights. Anyone has good idea to tell me how to lose weights? No drugs or funny medication though. I want natural ways to lose weights. Besides exercising, what else can I do? Sigh..

HELP!

I Wish I Am Superwoman!

I have been juggling with a lot of things lately. Studies, workshop, family and my ever messy room. I tried so hard to catch up in class and all but I am always distracted with a lot of things. As for my workshop, it is not blooming into what I expected. Sad to say but the Marketing and Administration people in my college are not helpful at all. I paid freaking thousands of cash every month but I get such a service. Sigh..no wonder I always have the urge to graduate fast.

I am the eldest in the family and I am based in KL now. So I practically do everything for my parents because my Dad is in Dubai and my Mom simply need to take care of my baby sister and the house. I do not mind doing all these things for my family because I love them a lot. Sometimes, I am so busy that I do not even have time to call home. It sucks that I always ended up sobbing in a corner when I am missing home. I get homesick when I am stressed up. It's not fun because it's not fun to be weak. People see me as the strong and tough one. I was one until everything just had to cram into my head and it's no longer fun to pretend to be strong when I am not.

I can actually label my room as junkyard. I have too much things but I am so busy and lazy to actually clean it because I eventually mess it up. That's a damn negative thought. I should consider cleaning it up this weekend despite that I have to study for mid term. Besides, it's always condusive to study in a clean and organized room right? Thoughts flow easier right? I think..No more thoughts, I should put my thoughts in actions. My youngest aunt taught me that. I shall listen to her. Talking about her makes me miss her and my cousins even more..

Pastor Patrick told me once that I should slow down. I am a damn fast person ok? I eat fast and I walk damn fast because I want to save time. I need to slow down because my life is so fast that I hardly enjoy every moment of it. I shall savor every moment of my life before I regret. I believe He has awesome plans for me. Maybe He would slow down the time for me when I am slowing down too. But I need to walk fast so I won't miss the bus. That one need to be exceptional case..it's no fun chasing after a bus every morning.

I am actually very happy with my life though occasionally I get upset over some things. You can't blame me. I am freaking WOMAN. I do have mood swings and it's something I can't avoid. I actually can avoid but I choose not to because I am awesome like what turf. And I like it when 20 cents had to be nice and all to me because my mood swings a little serong. Hahaha..let's hope that he won't read this. I think he won't because he is busy working. Lol.

Here I am now sipping on my hot Green Tea blogging about this when I am supposed to be doing my Accounting homework and shower because it's so late and I think I will doze off soon if my butt is still glue onto this wooden, hard chair. I freaking made such a long sentence. Hahaha..that was random. I was supposed to go for a basketball match in MABA but I was so tired that I continued sleeping. There goes my chance to see the boyfriend at work.. I miss him damn a lot!

And I must consider losing some weights. I know I need to lose a lot of weights but I guess baby steps is the only way of lifting up my enthusiasm and determination to do so. I did reduce my intake of food and add in some fibers to clear my bowels. That sounds gross but it's better than saying pangsai because it sounded so rude. I need to print out this skinny picture of myself back in 2007 and paste it everywhere in my room so I would actually consider eating less. Hmm? I need to fit into my awesome Levi's jeans.

I got so much to do already. I freaking wrote so much things that I should do in this post that I am feeling the pressure. I should start slowly. Maybe I should slowly walk my way to the bathroom to shower and slowly flip open my textbook to do my Accounting homework. And also slowly flip page by page to study for my Accounting quiz. I feel so slow already..woohoo..maybe not because I type freaking fast now. How to type slowly la? I am so used to it already. It's so hard to change. I think I got the wrong idea of slowing down. Hahaha..I shall think properly of what I should slow down in and what I shouldn't. Typing cannot be slow down because I am freaking awesome for typing so fast.

I have no idea what I just wrote but it sounded good and I am feeling better from all the negativity and bitterness I had to go through today. I always feel good penning down my feelings because it's an awesome way to release stress and bitterness. I am still wondering if my calling is to become a writer or someone who works in the bank. I have no idea. It doesn't matter now because I need to focus on my present instead of future. I believe He has awesome plans for me in the future.

I am off to shower and then Accounting homework..

What Keeps Me Sane?

I haven't been sleeping good lately because of my studies. I am so tired but my mind refused to rest. It's not funny that I am not resting because I usually LOVE sleeping. This semester has been hectic, very hectic that I wish I could just turn back time and drop some subjects. It's so hard to handle so many things at one time. I have to study, organize stupid workshop, settle some traveling stuffs, TRYING to clean the house and others. Sigh..

Despite all these things I am going through, I have 20 cents to keep me sane. 20 cents has been an awesome boyfriend because he allows me to be who I am and tolerate with all my bulls all the time. I can be a pain sometimes because I simply enjoying asking questions that I already knew the answers. He probably would give me the You-Are-Gonna-Get-It look later when he reads it. That's IF he has the time to read it because he is so busy. Damn..I am mean!

I am trying to say that I am grateful that 20 cents and I met. I am so glad that our paths crossed. I can summarize it by saying that 20 cents is the best thing that ever happened to me so far. Besides being an awesome boyfriend, he was there when I was struggling with some difficulties like studies, emotional breakdowns and others things that I could possibly be in. Like the other day, I was scratching my head of what to write for my assignment because I get really odd assignments. He gave me the title and I started writing. End results, my lecturer loves it.

And I am in trouble with this noobie workshop in college. He helped me out with ideas and all. Where to find such a boyfriend? We do have our fair share of arguments and all but we make sure we solve it instead of avoiding it. I felt that I grew in handling relationships. I probably weep my eyeballs away if it was like two years ago. Anyhow, I am just very grateful and thankful to Him for crossing our paths together.

Another thing that kept me sane would be emails and MSN. My close friends are really far away from me and some of them are in different time zones. The only communication would be email and blogging. Updates of each other and gossip concerns about every other things make me happy. It's always fun to receive emails and I would make sure I reply it because it's simply good to make me sane for once. Ting, yea..I am referring to you. Hahahaha.. I miss you!

Sometimes, when I am feeling random, I will call up Gohzzy or even MSN Avi and Tzy. Because I simply want to and I miss them a lot. It's funny how we are still close despite our distances. I always thought I would just lose school friends because they are so far away and busy. But I guess I assumed it wrongly this time. Sometimes, it takes a little small thoughts to keep me sane.

I am still sane..I think..

I Can't Stand You!

Everytime I go to college, I will put on a positive mind. I always pray that nobody annoys the heck out of me in the morning because lack of sleep = grumpy me. Not a very good idea to mess with me in the morning. Everything gets wrong in the morning because I am grumpy.

I was in the lift going to my class. People are talking so loud in their fake accents that it annoys me. I can't wait to get up fast but the lift had to stop at every floor. HLML??!! I mean..I am ok with people with accent providing that they have a damn good excuse. Maybe some of them stayed abroad for years and develop the accent. But being a Malaysian and faking it..it's damn annoying ok? I am proud of using lahs and mahs but not in class because I have to speak proper English. 1Malaysia wo..the citizens can't even speak Manglish. Failed!

Then, I was in class talking to my classmates about some stuffs. Suddenly this weird dude interrupted out of nowhere. I was like rolling eyes d but I ignored him. He is damn rude for interrupting everyone's conversation. He just had to say something in other people's conversation. I felt like slapping him but I ignored him to make him feel embarrassed. How can someone just interrupt like that out of nowhere? It's not the first time and it's definitely not the last time. When will he ever get it?? I am sad for him..

And there is this another dude. Rude and over confident. I mean..confident is alright but overboard ones cannot accept at all. So what if you know everything? Or you just pretend that you know everything? Damn benci these sort of people. The other day in class, he had to argue with me that GAY is alright in Christianity. He was mentioning about a gay priest in some ang moh country. I was like.. we are not talking about other people. I am talking about our own country. I am not against homosexuals but he, as a Catholic, it seems..he said the Bible did not say anything about being gay is wrong. I wonder if he reads the Bible. Don't argue if you don't know your fact. Seriously..it makes you sound really stupid. And I think he just make a fool out of himself.

One more type of people I beh tahan would be stupid people. Not the stupid as in dumb but this one is like trying to be funny and stupid kind. You know what I mean? Did I mention that I had to work with some? Damn..Something are just too obvious and they still want to make me get angry by asking countless times. I can take it if it's once or twice but a few times. I feel like slapping them already.

I know I am an angry person but I don't show it because nobody will ever know if I hate or love you. Muahahahahaha...

Looking at the Bright Side

I try to look at the bright side everytime something bad happens to me. I make sure I look at the good side of a situation no matter how screwed up the situation could be. It's kinda hard to be positive when I am surrounded with negativity. I was in a bad condition that I almost vomit and cried freaking loud because I simply had to let go of my frustration.

This semester has been a very hectic one. I was so stress that I am blinded with negativity. I almost gave up in studies. Fortunately I have an awesome boyfriend who pulled me back to reality. I am feeling better now though I am still very anxious and a wee of stress in me when I see college.

I have been a leader in my assignments and projects but not something as huge as this because I simply can't handle 20 plus people in my group. Moreover, everyone has their own opinions and stuffs to say which adds in more drama. I am someone who cannot handle drama simply because it's a waste of time and it's damn annoying. I never organize a workshop before so the stress and anxiety had to come back to haunt me when I am not doing well.

Part of me is grateful that I have some awesome friends in my group that is willing to help me out but the other part of me just couldn't tolerate with dominant and annoying dramatic people who tried so hard to step over my head. Seriously, if one wants to be so dominant, they should have just take my position as a leader and gave me a peace of my mind already. Dominant but coward because they have so many excuses. Excuses like mid term week, assignments, psychology subjects and blah blah are the most ignorant excuses I heard in this entire week. Come on la..such excuses to be given in a class full with students who have the same thing? Hello? I am your leader and I have FIVE freaking subjects with assignments. So I have more excuses to say I cannot do this and that. Right? My responsibilities are heavier for sure. I hate it when people giving me such shit when they don't know what I am going through to ensure nobody fails this freaking subject. Are they grateful? Not at all..not even a single thank you when I am the one saying thank you all the time for being at the meeting for once. Wow! I felt like Mother Teresa already..

Despite all these shits I am going through, I still look at the bright side that these people might felt the same as I do. Stress isn't fun for sure. I look in the strength of people though I have to work with people I am not fond of. I tried to be nice and I am nice to those who do not deserved it. I'll do anything to get things done. I felt so nice. I was so nice that I smile everytime I see these sort of people. I consider myself a little bossy but not too dominant leader. Hahaha.. I had to be a little bossy to get things done. If I don't voice out, things will not be done and I will freaking fail my paper when I expect an A for this.

I am blessed that I have an awesome Head of Department and Vice Principal to help me out with this workshop. I seriously feel very fortunate that they are helping me out. Hopefully everything will go smoothly and efficiently because I am running out of time. I need to dedicate my weekend for some studies too since my Mid Term week is like in another week.

See.. I am already looking at the bright side.

Oh yeah..one more thing, this is for those who annoyed the heck out of me. Muahahaha...


How's that now??!!

Happy Belated Birthday, Stephy!

This was two weeks ago or was it last week? It was on 26th of September. Stephy invited me to her 21st birthday party and I went after church with 20 cents.

It's funny how me and Stephy met. We met in a chatbox in Kenny Sia's blog. A few of us got close and we named ourselves the KSCB chatters. I know it's really cliche and all but that's what happened. And we became friends. It's always nice to meet new and nice people from the virtual world. I always have thoughts of meeting people from virtual world would be bad but sometimes, good things do happened.

I met 20 cents online too. The rest is history. Back to the real deal, I dragged 20 cents along to shop for a gift for Stephy and I wrapped it nicely so that Stephy would open my present first. Hahaha..And the theme was red. I was so lame that I brought a red bag that doesn't even look like red. I know..I suck!

Let the pictures do the talking..

Before Stephy blew the candles off to mark her 21st birthday


Ren eating. Zoe thinks it's funny. Lol


With Lil Zoe


I was so excited!


Zoe imitating 20 cents


This is HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Imitation gone wrong!

During the birthday song singing and candle blowing by the Princess..


The birthday cake


Birthday Princess


Turning 21


Cutting cake ceremony


Bloggers turned friends


Epic failed picture of the night


With Stephy and Ah Pek

It was a nice and chill celebration for Stephy with us chatting and gossipingsharing away. And and it was nice meeting everyone again after sooooooo long..Once again..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STEPHY!

Random Stuffs

I have been stuffing myself like mad because food is so hard to resist. Luckily for me, I have been cutting down a lot. It ain't easy but I am trying real hard. Maybe I shouldn't try so hard. Do it naturally and hopefully I will drop a few pounds.

I did some groceries after church one day and I was given some stuffs from Perth by 20 cents' Mom too. I was so bored that I took pictures of it just for fun and to show off too that my waistline grew so wide that I hardly could see my toes. It's not even funny that I am making fun of myself.



Instant noodles are like staple food for me because I am a student living alone in this gruesome world. I would definitely recommend Mi Sedap because it's damn good and cheap. Tea is my snack to keep me full and awake during the stress moments just like NOW. I am stressed out with Restaurant City proposals and assignments. I am even more stressed out cleaning my room and the apartment.And I just develop this fetish towards Tazo Passion Tea from Starbucks. I got it for a cheaper price. Thanks Alex!




See the Campbell Mushroom soup can? That's for dinners/lunches when I am too lazy to cook. Just heat that soup up and voila! dinner! Frosties is snack and also breakfast. I make sure my food is versatile before buying it. Must think think first before buying stuffs. I even learn about cheaper prices in supermarkets when I go marketing. And that drink was bought for the sake of buying because it was only 99 cents. Hahaha..Lollipops were "stolen" from Sunday School. :P




See my Arnott's Mint Slice and the Nougats? All given to me by 20 cents' Mom. Hehehe..It is so good ok? I can finish everything in a day but I decided not to so I can snack in when I am stressed out. Hehehe..I am a happy girl though it does no justice to my waistline. :) But but it's just too hard to resist. I am officially in love with Australia. I think I should save to go back there again one fine day..




More of random things I have. The black top is from Blook given to me by 20 cents' Mom and the pants are bought at RM10 per piece at a warehouse sale. Look at my new jeans! It's GAP!! And it only cost me RM10. Hahaha..but I need to alter it because the jeans is taller than me. Lol! I secretly a bought a magazine because 20 cents said it's a waste of money and I agreed. Those springy scrunchies were bought in Malacca for 50 cents each. The blue color necklace was given to me as a souvenir from Perth. And I randomly put in the Protex soaps for fun purposes. I am bored. So Sue Me!




See the phone and stickers? Stolen Given by Christina after church one day and we decided to stick on our phones. My phone is the one in middle and the other two belongs to 20 cents. So cute kan?

I am done with the day. I am so bored that I am gonna catch a wink now. Yawn!

End Of The World in 2012???

2012 eh? I would be 25. That makes a quarter century old and that's like something significant in my life because I graduated and I am probably working if the employment rate does not increased by then.

Roland Emmerich is the producer for Independence Day which was like the most awesome movie I ever watch and ever remember. He is back with a cooler and more awesome movie called 2012. It's about how the world will come to an end in 2012 according to the Mayans. I am always fascinated with cultures and natural disasters. I know it's damn weird but hey..it's something different. I am unique :) But then again, natural disasters are no fun especially the recent event that happened in so many countries in the world. My condolences to all those people are going through this..


The trailer for 2012

Anyway, Sony just launched this contest where you upload an item into your Time Capsule if something ever happened to you like how it is in 2012. Someone might discovered that something and your name will be all over history books. In order to join this and win awesome prizes, check out their website.

http://www.2012.com.my/


1. Log onto the website and watch the trailer


2. Click on Time Capsule to register and login


3. Then upload a photo of your choice


4. Click I am done and view your picture in the gallery


5. The Time Capsule Gallery

I took part and I uploaded a very very unusual picture. I uploaded Laurier Sanitary Pad pack. I purposely uploaded because it's damn important for ladies. You will never know when you need it even if the world is coming to an end. If the world ended and you are no longer here, the next generation of ladies could always make use out of it. I totally think sanitary pads are THE MOST important thing that should be keep in a Time Capsule because it's something useful yet important. At least for the ladies...and and I would be in the history books for keeping such a thing in the Time Capsule. How awesome am I? It won't rot because the packaging is made of plastic so it will be there until someone finds the Time Capsule. Great idea, ain't it?


I uploaded this!


Maybe I should upload another thing into my Time Capsule. I shall upload a photo of 20 cents and myself because no matter how the world would be one day, my love for 20 cents will always be there in my heart and I know he felt the same. I know it's very mushy but hey..it's not illegal to love someone ok? :)



And and I am hoping to get a pair of tickets to watch 2012 from Nuffnang before everyone else. Maybe win something too from the movie??

What are you waiting for??? Hello?? Join now la..or maybe you shouldn't so I can win all the prizes. I am greedy so sue me la..

Someone Fell In Love with Me!

The title says it all. No it's not 20 cents because 20 cents and I are already in a relationship. We are too in love with each other already. I know I am damn perasan but this is the fact. Ask 20 cents. He will agree with me 110%.

It's October and I haven't been updating much because I am lazy and there is NOTHING much to tell hence the lack of updates. I am also struggling with my studies and a workshop which I was elected to be a leader. It's not a surprise or whatsoever but I am feeling the pressure.

Anyway, back to the related topic..

I was checking my emails and I got this email from some random person named Miss Rita. I knew it was a spam but I opened it anyway. This is what the email said..

Hi
How are you? i hope all is well with you, i hope you may not know me, and i don't know who you are, My Name is Miss Rita, i am just broswing now i just saw your profile it seams like some thing touches me all over my body, i started having some feelings in me which i have never experience in me before, so i became interested in you, l will also like to know you the more,and l want you to send an email so l can give you my picture for you to know whom l am.I believe we can move from here!I am waiting for your mail, (Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life)
miss Rita.

After reading it, I was like wtf. I was speechless. I showed it to 20 cents and his family. They were like wtf too. This is the most FML email I have ever received. I am still speechless. Who the heck is Miss Rita??!! She/He makes me sounded as if I am a lesbian and as if she/he knows me so well. Picture also never see before also can fall in love. Such ridiculous email with so much of spelling errors and grammar mistakes is damn hilarious.

Distance and color does not matter???!!!What sort of statement is this?? She/He has no clue how I look like and she/he mentioned about the color of my skin. Aaaahhh..BODOH betul! I am in a damn bad mood because of something. That is why I cannot stand such stupid email from such stupid people!

If I were to reply this email, you definitely will track me and hack into my laptop. And and spy on me. You think I am so stupid meh? I just got this new laptop and I won't let this baby of mine to get hurt. Eurgh..why am I so angry suddenly?

Oh yea..I cannot stand that email.It's too GELI. Eeeewww...

For those who are interested to email this person, her/his email address is..

ritababy_66@yahoo.com

Maybe you will find a suitor. You will never know..