I am uncertain if I have adjust into the working world. I managed to get myself to work everyday with public transportation and aplenty of walking. I managed to make some friends. I tried to remember every single person's name that I met. It's all fine, I think. I guess it's just the emotional part in me that I needed to overcome. There's just so much in my head. Like a lot.
I have to move out soon. Managed to get a room to rent. But seriously, I hated that place. But it's convenient sake. Well, I hated the idea of renting a place with strangers. I would somewhat prefer to stay alone on my own but that will only happen in another couple of years. I keep telling myself that I must make sure that I am that successful to be able to get my own property and stay on my own. I know it sounds really introvert and what's not but I just like staying alone. Nobody to disturb me and of course, I can do whatever I want. I am not restricted to this and that. Sometimes, the breaking rules blood just had to come out and say hello. But most of the time, I am rather obedient.
Being in this phase of life means meeting 20 cents lesser. As clingy as it sounds, I just dislike being away from him. And men are always men. They take forever to return a text or even a call. And of course, my 20 cents has the tendency to whatsapp and talk to his friends than me. Oh God! I just hate the idea of this phase of life where things would have to be so different. The only motivation is probably the money that I will be earning and needed to be save badly to ensure that I achieve my goals fast. I have His favor and I have His protection. I just need to follow Him and rest in Him. I believe I will do just fine.
Orientation week at workplace has been great. I learned a lot of things. I hope I will manage to catch up with all the finance and banking jargons soon. Classes start tomorrow! Let's hope that this training will motivate me to achieve my goals and ambitions fast. Sometimes, I am that impatient. But oh well..
And I am definitely appreciating my weekend more and more. I have to work on Saturdays for a month. Well, it's all for my own good. Let's hope that I will be able to survive this training!
Sunday, September 25, 2011
One Week and Counting..
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1 comments:
initially when bear started working i also felt very distant from him cos he was so busy with work whereas me as a student has plenty of time.
suddenly the distant made me felt almost like a separation anxiety. thank God bear was so understanding he does drop by after work despite being so tired and stayed with me till midnite, then he drove back all the way to klang.
dont worry, you will get used to it eventually. it will get better when he starts working too then both of you will be very preoccupied and start focusing on your careers.
both of you will do find in the working world and in your relationship. trust me. muaks
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