Too Much Suprises!

It's almost a month since I started working. Time does fly! Not that I mind because I really want to finish off my training fast so I can finally work. Undergoing training isn't so bad but it's kinda tedious that I have to go back to books. I graduated for a reason.

I just landed myself into the land of surprises. Shocking and definitely that I do not look forward to. The first one would be me adjusting to the new phase of life. It's just so hard. I am not complaining that I have to wake up early for work or whatsoever. It's just really hard to start everything all over again. I guess I just have to step out from my comfort zone. And I have finally moved to a new place. Personally, I would rather stay alone but I am not in the position to purchase a property of my own yet. I need to save up for perhaps, two more years or so before I can own a property. I hope the property bubbles burst when I finally have the cash to get a place. Oh yea.. and a car too.

And I was Internet-less for three days. It was the worst thing ever. Internet is my only source of Internet and damn..I was without it for three days. I purchased a broadband and was promised about great coverage in my area. When I used it, it has no coverage at all. I feel so cheated. I am gonna get my refund back fast. Like real fast. I am not gonna trust what these sales people say anymore. It ruined my three days here. And I was crying my eyeballs out because I was alone and loneliness ain't no fun.

Found out that I might have to start on a long distance relationship soon. Trust me. I didn't like LDR but finding out that I might be in one soon. It's really shocking. And too sudden. I don't like being away from 20 cents. I am sometimes too clingy that I want to be with him 24/7. I know it's comforting to know that he is doing this for our future but it's just so hard to be parting with him for so many months. Sigh.. I need to adjust to these surprises fast. There will be so many changes in my life once all these surprises are place in position. Oh damn..

Life's hard sometimes. It's hard because there's so many adjusting that I needed to do so soon. I'd probably cry like a lot when all these happen too soon. I cried a lot already. Yes, I am sometimes that emotional :(