Living In A World With Choices

Got back from OBS and yes, I did not complete it. Don't ask me why.. I dislike repeating myself. I would probably tell you if you ask me.. it depends on the mood. The mood swings a lot lately. Oh well.. I am a woman. Sue me! So, I had to be an office girl for a week or so and do filing and what's not in the office. It wasn't so bad; at least I am indoor.

Went back to Ipoh for the weekend to do my laundry. I was thinking that I could speed up washing with a machine but the machine decided to broke down when I was back. Oh well.. I literally spent my whole Saturday hand washing my clothes. But it's alright. At least, I am occupied with things to do. It's supposed to be a weekend of anniversary outing with 20 cents but he has to work. So, we postponed it to next week. And the distance is kinda hard for both of us. I miss him so much that I sometimes tear a little thinking of him. I am not clingy but just not used to it..and I don't really have much close friends here in KL. Most of them are out of KL. Oh well.. life's like this.

Had an hour conversation with Sean. I miss him so much !! It has been so long since we last talk. I am so glad we had a chat to catch up with each other and blabbering away about stuffs. I just realized that most of my close friends are guys. I guess it's always easier to deal with guys sometimes.. less drama and emotions. Besides, they could totally handle the emotional me. I can be that emotional but I guess it's the mood swings that always kick in at the wrong time. Oh damn..

Training starts again tomorrow.. it has been two months I am in the banking industry. Let's hope I turn out well..

And yes, I miss my 20 cents so damn a lot !!