Vain Pot

There's some reasons of why I dislike showing off my pictures on my blog unless I look good in it. I don't remember looking really good for sometimes especially after I gained like 3647383 tonnes of weights. It's not pleasant at all. Looking back at my thin pictures, I have no clue how the heck I gained so damn a lot of weights in mere three to four years. Oh well.. I am trying hard to lose some weights lately. Perhaps working life would motivate me to lose some weights. After all, I do want to shop in shops that sell XS and S clothes.. the ones that I used to fit in. And and also, I want to lose weights because I think I'll look better..


At my best when I am a little loony

So much to do to ermm .. reconstruct myself.. not in a plastic surgery senses but oh well... it's always good to change a little of my appearance. I think I don't look too bad; not supermodel great either but oh well.. you get my drift. Sometimes when I get all emotional, I'll blame the society for being superficial for the idea of being skinny is beautiful. Oh damn.. anyway, these pictures are taken by my colleague, Jon. He said I look good when I smile. I wonder.. do I? Oh well..


Look at my eyebags; I could totally make tea with it !

Motivation to look awesome in 2012: My freaking S size dress hanging sadly in my wardrobe. We shall see what will happen to me by the end of 2o12. I'll make the best of everything I have..I think.