Pictorial #4

Visited Tesco Puchong three days in a row with the boyfriend. I stumbled into this rather obscene top. Seriously, what was the designer thinking? Haha! Must be a horny fella.. I LOL-ed to the max when I saw this top!!

Pictorial #3

It's a sunny, hot day. The weather is scorching hot that I could feel that it's burning my skin. Despite the weather, it will be a greeeeaaat Sunday.

Had pink guava juice on such hot day is bliss! Added some pictures of supper with the boyfriend last night.

Our supper in A & W : Rootbeer Float and Waffle with Ice Cream and Strawberry Sauce.. oh the yumminess!!

Gotta love supper with 20 cents. Our date night is awesome. Random ones actually.

Pictorial #2

Pictorial #2
I have finally finished reading this book. Ending was so sad! Learning about Lone Wolf really made me think that sometimes there's so many things in life that we can learn from wolves. Sounds really silly but it's true! Like how a dominant wolf will bite you to let you a lesson that you don't even but slowly, you'll eventually learn the reason behind a bite.

And now, I shall start on a new book. It would be great if I could sit in a comfy room with air conditioner and also, a cuppa of green tea and freshly baked muffin. Bliss!

Pictorial 365

It's quite similar with Project 365 that people were once doing. I'm gonna do a pictorial to capture my life in one year. I hope I'll be able to manage it.

Pictorial #1
Yesterday marked my first month back in the bank. My colleague, Ivy was really sweet that she left me a chocolate with a note on my table when I was at lunch. Kinder Bueno was an awesome snack during stressful times. I finished it in an hour.

All The Fun Things

I woke up early on a Saturday morning; thinking I was late to work and I woke 20 cents up. I woke him up and tell him that we are late for work. The horror! When I was brushing my teeth, I was like.. oh wait.. it's a Saturday and went back to dreamland. What was I thinking? I must be thinking too much of work. Oh well.. it's not a bad thing.

Now that it's a weekend.. I have some plans ahead.. or so I thought. Been watching dramas the whole day and I am done with the ones I want to watch. Now now.. I am going to catch up with some TVB drama series that I borrowed from Geri aeons months ago but never get the chance to touch it.


Weekend to-do-list I made during lunch time

I had some amusing thoughts this afternoon of what I want to reward myself.. maybe someone else can reward me with. The needs are of course, property and vehicle. That will probably take me a little more time before I could purchase it. I am still having thoughts purchasing my first vehicle. But I knew I need it so yea.. I have pending thoughts for it, at least for now.

The fun things that I want to reward myself with.. (at least for now)...


I want one !!

1) Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s
I always wanted one but never bother buying it because it's a want.. not a need. Now I am considering of getting one especially I have some ideas to decorate my boring cubicle in office. My cubicle is boring and empty. Only things that I have on my cubicle are the bare walls and yes, laptop. That's it. I wanted to decorate it the moment I got it but I was too caught up with work to do so. I always forget to bring my own mug too. The mug has been on the table at home for weeks!


iPad 3, why you so tempting?

2) iPad 3
Ever since I joined Appleism a month ago, I have been hooked. I loveeeeeee Apple products. Who doesn't? Ok.. maybe not Android fans. I have been itching to get one since I heard of its launch in the States. 20 cents wants one as well. Maybe we could get a pair.. we'll see how things go. At least, see how are my budget like especially I have to take up more commitments soon..

3) Pavlova
I know it's really out of the place but I have never tried Pavlova before. I saw it on people's Facebook before. I saw it on blogs. I read the recipes. I have never try one before. I have tried meringue but that's not the same. Read somewhere that Delicious' Pavlova is good. Gonna pester 20 cents to bring me over for tea time.


Looks so yummy!

4) Manicure-Pedicure
Being a woman, I am not exactly the most vain of all. I don't bother putting on make up nor I bother dressing up. I do love clothes but I knew it looks good on others and all.. but maybe it doesn't look good on me. Sometimes, I am that realistic about things. Occasionally I do complain about the pimples on my face and my Michelin tyres on the other parts of my body. Well, that's typical.. I bet everyone complains about those as well. Right?


I want pretty hands and feet too!

I have really horrible looking feet with cracked heels and what's not. My friends suggested that I go for pedicure because it will help. Since I might want to reward myself with pedicure, why not the whole set with manicure too? Browsing through the discount sites to see what deals I can get .. I have never try manicure and pedicure before. Maybe it's a good time to reward myself with those..maybe..

I am done with the fun things that amuse me for the day. I shall hit the dramas..maybe a book later since I have yet to touch any for at least two months. I vow to read 12 books this year. I only managed 2 in four months. I have so many new books; bought with the 1Malaysia book vouchers and gifts from friends. I better make use of the books I bought.

Melancholy

It was all because of a question.

All I could feel was pensiveness and sorrow. Part of me felt guilt and regrets but half of me felt angry and hormonal. The thoughts of making a small decision made me weight the pros and cons. It is supposed to be a very easy decision. At least, it was..

I no longer feel the cheer whenever I thought of it. It was anger and depressing. I changed. People changed. But some never or so they thought.. My feelings were thrashed around like a piece of crushed can. Kicked around when one feels like it with assumptions and so-called predictions. They don't even own a crystal ball to begin with but they demotivate with gazing through the imaginary crystal balls of theirs.

Ignored. Blocked. Barriers. Fenced. That's all I could do. I no longer could handle the storm. I no longer has the strength to do so. I let the wind carries me as it blows and I drifted away. It is probably for the best for me. It is selfish but it is my only option.

I'm on my own.

The World of Jargon and Abbreviation

This is my second week in the bank. I'm trying to grasp as many things as possible because I have so much to learn! The learning processes come together with abbreviations and yes, jargon. I'm often overwhelmed with meetings; stunned too because there are so many jargon that I have to know.

I'm not complaining. In fact, I'm very very eager to learn. I think the procrastinator in me should be deleted else risk being blur for the rest of my life. The craziest thing happened to me while being in the banking world. I'm usually very outspoken be it in school or university even in training centre too. But I feel like introvert in office. I'm often quiet and I have this sense of overwhelming all the time. I used the word overwhelm so much that I'm so overwhelmed now!

I have so much to ask but I fear being rejected or even labelled as stupid. That's probably the worst thing that can happen to me. My boss is a very wise man and I want to ask so much that I'm worried he'll think I'm not worthy enough. Oh the dilemma!!

Confidence oh confidence..where have you been?? I missed you so much! Please come back to me!!

I'm overwhelmed by the fact that I'm blogging from my iPhone during lunch time! Oh to the overwhelm!